Alright now I'm conflicted. My aunt has now offered to let me off the hook with the boat thing in Greece and instead go to Prague with my dad, who has been there before to visit his long lost relatives, and I would much rather do that instead of go to Greece. The problem is that I really would like to see a concentration camp (my dad went to ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, I had a very good day. In physics, French and algebra today I finally understood several concepts after struggling with them for a while, I had my dosage of Prozac upped to 20 not sure what the units are (miligrams?) and my mom bought me the deluxe edition of Born This Way (which I am super excited about sfdklghskgk) and we listened ( Read more... )

Well.. wow. I'm friends with this girl whose sister is my sister's best friend, so my sister's at her house a lot, and she just told me all these mean things about me that my friend has been saying to other people in my grade. I.. feel.. really shitty. Or something. I don't really know.

I don't suppose anyone would like to talk..?

Mmkay, lotsa stuff today. First: I've been switched from Zoloft to Prozac. We'll see if that makes a difference ( Read more... )

This is pretty cheesy and self-absorbed and pathetic, but I honestly feel completely alone.

I would really like to cut myself right now. I don't think that medicine's working.

Whooo, feeling mighty shitty again.

First day on medication for depression and anxiety. They said it should start to work in a couple weeks, so fingers crossed.

Yeah, so.. kinda don't want to live anymore.