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Standing blindfolded on the edge of a 200-story cliff, and ready to jump.
SOoooo... for those of you who read this, my last entry ended with a desire for clarity. I was seeking some answers and some direction. Well, since then, I have received the clarity I was longing for.
I was right, I AM called to missionary work. That is how my heart has been created. By going to the Steubenville Youth Conference as a chaperone ( Read more... ) -
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I've been experiencing some really intense spiritual angst today. To be perfectly honest, I've actaully been in pain - physical pain - from it. I don't know exactly what sparked it, but I've felt a very real battle raging inside of me. I can feel myself being pulled in so many different directions. I think what it is is God trying to break ( Read more... ) -
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It's amazing what you learn about yourself, people, and life in general on a daily basis. Lately I feel like I've been learning so much about all three of these categories ( Read more... ) -
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Honestly.. what the hell am I doing with my life?
One of my favorite movies of all time starts with this line: "My grandmother always told me that if you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans." The movie is Bella and the line is wonderful. I've been thinking about it a lot lately because I realize how many times in my life I've gone and ( Read more... ) -
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Today was beyond fantastic ( Read more... ) -
Now I'm just gazin' at the moon...
Top five top fives ( Read more... ) -
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When I woke up this morning, my very first though was, "I just wanna go home." I wasn't thinking about Syracuse, because that's where I am, that's where I woke up. I was thinking about Bona's. All I could think about was how badly I wanted to be back at Bonaventure.
Graduating yesterday was one of the most surreal moments of my life. I'd put ( Read more... ) -
Complication's my claim to fame.
There have been a couple of times in my life previously when I have felt like this, like I want to split myself into two or three even and live all the lives I'm trying to decide between. It's just difficult to stand on the edge of a decision which will literally change the course of your entire life.
Last year at this time, I was dead set ( Read more... ) -
With tears and cheers, it's time to say Auf Wiedersehen
It's coming to an end.
I've had my last SBU for Life trip to Washington DC. I've sang my last choir concert. I've played my last chamber performance. I've given my last SEARCH Retreat. I've drank and played through my last Spring Weekend.
There are still some things that need finishing. I've got two more ten-pagers, about sixty more lines of ( Read more... )
