( angsterrific... ;-) )

They all tried to tell me it would happen, and I didn't listen.

Besax has betrayed me.

He has taken total control of Kehari's mind, and is committing his worst atrocities with her, through her. I don't know which has me more angry. He is doing it, but she has allowed him to do so. Perhaps I am most upset with myself. For I am sure that this ( Read more... )

( text only, nsfw, basically just TS that I felt like sharing (w/permission of course)... )

I have been feeling quite conflicted lately. I often take out my journal, thinking that I will write to better understand this swirl of chaotic emotions. Instead, I find myself staring at a blank page ( Read more... )

OOC Note: I'm worried about cluttering up the puzzlebox news community with my IC ramblings, so I've decided to start making them friends-only. If you want to be added to the friends list for Maichirona, just let me know. Thanks. :-)

This is something I picked up from architectbesax.

Reply with a message and I'll tell you something (or many things) I like about you. Then post this in your journal.

[OOC Note: IC requests only, please.]

( Text only, but XXX-rated )

( some context )

I believe I have made a new friend of an old friend.

It's...something.

Something I wish to keep doing even should it become my undoing.

The fact that I can write that, after everything that has happened, alarms me.

I never knew something so bad could be so good.

It feels as if it has been a while since my last entry, but I have been reluctant to update--having not much of note to relate other than unpleasantness. Writing unpleasantness here seems to me a way to relive it twice--three times if you count the unspecified time in the future when I flip back through my notebook to read these words once more-- ( Read more... )