"We may regard the present state of the universe as the effect of its past and the cause of its future. An intellect which at a certain moment would know all forces that set nature in motion, and all positions of all items of which nature is composed, if this intellect were also vast enough to submit these data to analysis, it would embrace in a ( Read more... )

It's hot. Damned hot. And you know what else? The AC broke. My room is well over 100 degrees. Solid objects are hot to the touch. I must leave before I die. My rotting corpse would stink in a hurry in this heat.

Yes I'm lonely wanna die ( Read more... )

Until now, it has been a sort of friendly cohabitation. I hear them often, scurrying about overhead and behind the walls. They do no harm, and neither do I harm them. But this night, this very night, those damned rodents have gone too far. I awoke to a strange noise inside my room at perhaps 2:30 this morning. I cautiously arose from bed and ( Read more... )

This entry has a target, but I'm not sure if I want this to actually find it. Anyway, if you happen to read this (I think you'll probably know who you are), then we should probably have a talk.

"I want you,
I want you so bad.
I want you so bad, it's driving me mad."
I Want You (She's So Heavy), The Beatles ( Read more... )

I have died so many times... yet I still live. Or am I alive? Who's to say? What does it mean to be alive? My heart beats, and I draw breath without external intervention. Clinically, I am alive. But inside, I am virtually dead. It's no big deal, I suppose. After all, I've done it so many times before. It's almost a routine; I know what to ( Read more... )

I got an A in Fluid Mechanics AND Thermodynamics. I am God.

Well John, looks like it's just you and me again, ol' buddy. Just like old times.

Ok, so you know that thing I thought I had? Well, I was wrong. I don't have it. And I haven't had it for several days, it turns out. Fucking A. I did it again. When will I learn?

Alright, so I've got what I wanted. Why am I still so fucking depressed? There are several possible answers. Maybe I didn't want it after all. Maybe that is what I wanted, but this isn't it. Maybe I'm just doomed to be a semi-paranoid, maniacal, childish, hopelessly sensitive disconsolate whenever I'm in this situation.