I've been reading through some of my older entries, and god I just hate them. Blah blah blah. Now that I am old, I sure do hate those angsty teenagers ( Read more... )

Well, I graduate one month from tomorrow. Crazy ( Read more... )

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I am enjoying my one day of spring break today. I'm having some beers and am going to watch an x-men movie. maybe even all three. what the fuck not ( Read more... )

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

a beautiful day and the desire to drink- who wants to study?


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what is the best way to start a Monday ( Read more... )

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I want a kitty! A cat to pet and love. My cat could live in my dorm room, and the litter box can go in my bathroom. Fuck the allergic people. I want a kitty. I need something purring in this room besides a computer ( Read more... )

I don't deal with anger so well. at all. and I'm angry. I'm pissed off. I really, really want to... participate in multiple self destructive things. But I won't. I shouldn't. I can't give in like that. But god damn it I want to. I want to cut and drink and pass out and scream and bash things in with a bat. But no. I won't. goddamn it I don't know ( Read more... )

Well I went home this weekend. My mother is going fucking crazy trying to get the plans for the addition through county. But that is just what she does, freak out over something when nobody is around to help her. Please don't let me go down the same path ( Read more... )