Think Mortal Kombat with glowsticks and you'll understand how I spent Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night. And I was sober. Imagine that.

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I feel soooo...... I dunno. I feel better that I finally spoke up against my mom, but I feel so alone and isolated for some reason. I feel cold and distant, my emotions are like cousins that never visit unless you don't want them. I hate faking smiles and making myself appear content and happy when inside all I'm doing is hating, letting malice ( Read more... )

I wanted to thank her ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if I'll be in school tommorow. Someone pushed me down the stairs and my neck hurts more than ever. All I hear is how all of this is my fault, my misery is of my own making, and that I deserve all this. I don't know what to believe anymore. There's people I don't want to see me like this, there's some I don't want to have to worry, and ( Read more... )

Open your eyes.....
Now a permanent part of me, located under my left arm.....
Have you opened yours yet?

Every moment gets worse, I can't stand it.....

I'm so sorry.
I tried to keep it together.
I tried so hard.
I wanted to be better this time.
Forgive me for what I'm doing.
I have no one here to help me.
When this is said and done, I'm sure it'll look like a bunch of football plays on a whiteboard again....
I can't take it this time....
I'm so sorry.....

Legend of Dragoon background up. Yeah...........

In the event you people care, I apoloquise that I live so far away. I apologuise for not living closer. I leave you with simple words that may mean something to you, otherwise I'm sorry for being an inconvienence ( Read more... )