I don't know..........
I'm not sure if I'll be in school tommorow. Someone pushed me down the stairs and my neck hurts more than ever. All I hear is how all of this is my fault, my misery is of my own making, and that I deserve all this. I don't know what to believe anymore. There's people I don't want to see me like this, there's some I don't want to have to worry, and if that means i won't be able to speak or deal with them, I'm so sorry to them as well. I can't stand coming home everyday to nothing but yelling and screaming and if the slightest thing goes wrong, having it taken out physically on me. I can't stand this. I can barely keep my head straight to begin with. I, I, I don't know whether I will make it through the year at RBC. They keep threatening to pull me out, and I have a feeling it will be soon if ever. If they pull me, I don't know what I'll do.