Thank you for keeping all of these old journal entries. Looking back, I was majorly depressed as a kid and thanks to this archive of entries, I can see where it pretty much all started.

Coming to the USA wasn't easy for me. Leaving my old friends and my brothers stayed behind in Canada. It made me feel really insecure. And I used to blame my ( Read more... )

Wow! I've been a very whiny kid back then LOL. Holy smokes, I had no idea. Sorry for that display everybody. I just treated LJ as a toilet for verbal diarrhea. Hope I didn't spill too much on everybody ( Read more... )

registered to vote today :3

I like LiveJournal's April Fool's Day Joke :D

I'm having a hard time making games in RMXP. End Rant.

It seems that I'm a person of two extremes. It's hard to say, but I think I got it now. I should just say it now or else I'll forget soon ( Read more... )

I'm afraid...I'm afraid. I'm so afraid. I don't want to go out in the real world. Find a job. Get a house. Earn money. They all seem so trivial to me! Why can't life be so simple? I don't want to be stuck in such a morbid system! I don't want to live such an empty life. I'm afraid of going out there. I want time to stay still! Please...

addicted to World of warcraft...hot...black out of the entire neighborhood....too hot to type... grr...ssssss

On a side note from today's next entry of Darkness, I wonder what I'll be doing for Mother's Day this Sunday. I mean, I wonder what I SHOULD do. Since one of my big brothers is here, I guess it'll have to be something special. We insist despite my Mom's resistance. We'll give her more than flowers. She asked for flowers. Should I write a poem for ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I don't know who to be anymore. My mind is splitting up. All these popular trends. These kids. They're the problem. They make me hate school. Them and their trends. I can't seem to follow them. Whenever I do, I get lost in them, and then I find myself behind in school work ( Read more... )

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