I'm okay!!
Wow! I've been a very whiny kid back then LOL. Holy smokes, I had no idea. Sorry for that display everybody. I just treated LJ as a toilet for verbal diarrhea. Hope I didn't spill too much on everybody.
Well my life has changed. It hasn't been easy, but I've finally turned over a new leaf. I'm going to stop being the victim. I have great friends now. And I have a vision for my life. Reading my old posts, I can see now that I've always wanted a simpler life and to be free and have many adventures with great friends. I have that now and I will have much more of that in my future -- my very very near future.
And most of all, I know now that it is up to ME to create that. I understand now that life is about choices...NOT chances. Thank God that I've lived this long to realize all this and I'm so grateful for this second chance. Thank God that I've discovered discipline through a vision that I can focus on: a better life for me and my family and friends. A life of freedom. And I will have that. I will put that in front of me every single day. And I will pray for strength and focus to create it.
Well my life has changed. It hasn't been easy, but I've finally turned over a new leaf. I'm going to stop being the victim. I have great friends now. And I have a vision for my life. Reading my old posts, I can see now that I've always wanted a simpler life and to be free and have many adventures with great friends. I have that now and I will have much more of that in my future -- my very very near future.
And most of all, I know now that it is up to ME to create that. I understand now that life is about choices...NOT chances. Thank God that I've lived this long to realize all this and I'm so grateful for this second chance. Thank God that I've discovered discipline through a vision that I can focus on: a better life for me and my family and friends. A life of freedom. And I will have that. I will put that in front of me every single day. And I will pray for strength and focus to create it.