Life is still great! I'm still working at Chili's. I like it. Colleen works with me now too. She is a waitress. I met some cool people there.

Not sure if I want to apply for the airlines yet. I know it would be great benefits and I would like it. But I want a family someday... someday soon. And I dont want to be gone three-four days in a row. ( Read more... )

I gotta JOB!

I am so pumped! Working as a hostess at Chili's! When I turn 19 in May, I'm gonna serve! Sweetness!

LIFE IS GREAT!

Life is so GREAT right now. Everything seems to be falling into place. I am truley HAPPY.

I have a few more things I need to do, but for once, they don't seem overbearing. I feel like I could do anything.

Without my friends and family, I know my life wouldn't be close to what it is right now. And just the couple weeks that I've been seeing Brent ( Read more... )

I haven't gotten the butterflies in a LONG time. I really didn't think I was going to get them for even longer. But after spending time with Brent again, I got them back. I'm not going to write about how much I think we could get in a relationship or how much I want him to be mine or any of that. This time it's different; I'm different. I'm not ( Read more... )

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
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I am hesitant on saying the things I want to say.

I'm afraid they're going to push you away.

I can't pretend I don't feel for you the way I do.

I think about Brad countless times a day. Every time I meet someone, I subconsiousley compare them to Brad and how he made me feel. So obviously, nobody comes close to being what I want or need. The only ( Read more... )

I'm not going into full detail about my weekend because it wasn't all smiles. But I will say I had a fabulous time with Col! We needed that time together. We met some cool people the night before we left. Next time, we're gonna drive down and stay in a hotel ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO LOVELY JACKSONVILLE TOMORROW. I will be back Sunday! Dont wait up! LoL!

I had a nice time, but didn't feel any fireworks. Maybe next time? Oh wait, we didn't talk about a next time. LoL. Who knows. I had fun playing pool tonight, good enough for me.