Mojo Amore (RP with Lauren)

[magicanyway]

Follows THIS Andy stayed close to Lauren at first while she held down Barry long enough for Lizzie to pack. After a while it was clear she had the situation very much under control. He looked at Lauren and she nodded towards the bedroom for Andy to help Lizzie pack her things. He helped her as quickly as he could, wrapping breakable things in

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[possessingbadge]

She should have been tired. She should have been fucking exhausted but a switch had been flipped. She was a victim but that didn't mean she had to continue being one. Ever since they'd pulled her out she blamed herself as much as she blamed Bobby. Sometimes more. She was the one that shouldn't have let him sneak up on her. She should have gotten out. She shouldn't have let him break her. She let him take away her possible baby. All this bullshit she fed herself until the depression was so thick she couldn't get out and she was just doing what she had to to survive. Just like her mother

[magicanyway]

Andy was okay with waiting for her, as long as she understood he was never sleeping with anyone else but sometimes he would need to go take care of things. He knew Lauren never realized how sexy she was to him. She was sexy to him when she woke up, when she was grocery shopping in sweats and flip flops, when she was snoring, when she was chewing with her mouth open. He loved her, he could be patient and that was the feeling in his mind. He was not expecting anything more pleasurable then that last cigarette to happen that night.

He smiled adoringly at his wife and slid under the covers with her, not realizing she was undressed and until he put his arms around her. "Baby?" his eyes were wide and he quickly peeled off his wifebeater so his chest would be bare against her breasts.

[possessingbadge]

Her mouth went to his before he could question her further. It was going to happen. She didn't need him getting all protective right this second.

Her hands slid to his back thankful she couldn't feel every single rib anymore. Gently, she rolled him onto his back so she was above him but she had to shifts so she was actually straddling him.

[magicanyway]

It was good she worked fast because otherwise he would have started talking and then second guessed themselves.

He was still thinner than usual but weight was slowly coming back. He smiled at her and leaned up to catch one of her breasts in his mouth, his tongue caressing the nipple softly and then harder. He then moved to the other breast to give it attention.

"Love you beautiful," Andy whispered, loving pouring out of his eyes.

[possessingbadge]

She knew what he was going to do before he did it so when she bounced she angled her body toward the side of the bed so she could roll to stand up again. "Not a chance. If this had been the first time Andy, it would have gotten more than one try. But every time something horrible happens to me I end up consoling you. I was kidnapped and tortured and you had the break down. I crawled back from depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, and fucking fear because I didn't want you to have a broken wife and I begged you... I begged you to take that last step and make everything okay and you couldn't do it. You wouldn't do it. Instead you treat me like an idiot like I wouldn't know what all that was about. 'Its beautiful. You're cunt is so beautiful. I just want to taste you.' I'm not a college boy but I'm not a complete moron. I get my heart broken and you're the one convulsing and pissing on the floor

[magicanyway]

Her words tore him to his soul. Make him into a husband? Act like a little boy? He jumped in front of the door. She was going to have to get past him if she wanted to leave.

"Make me into husband? No. That wasn't your job. You were supposed to love me despite me not being husband material. We both knew I wasn't but I thought you loved me anyway. I loved you. I still love you. Maybe if you let yourself feel something for more than a brief moment now and then you wouldn't be fed up with me. Maybe I end up convulsing and panicking and pissing myself because I end up carrying around emotions for the both of us."

He looked at her earnestly, seriously, honestly, lovingly. The only way he knew how. "Please don't leave. I love you. Maybe that's not enough for you but it's what I can give you. It's what I'll always give you even if you leave me. I'm not moving until you give me another chance. If I fuck up again and you want to leave then I won't block the door but right now I'm not moving."

[possessingbadge]

She looked unamused. "Are we really going to do this? How many chances should one person get? Over and over again we're in this situation where you're begging for another chance and over and over again I've given it. Now what? Are we better for it? Every time I tell you I need you, you find a new way to break my heart. Sometimes I swear to god I'd never given it to you. I hate that you've made me cry more in the last 11 months than I probably have my whole life. I hate that you have that kind of power over me. I know I'll never get it back so the best I can hope for is to cut out what's left and pray to god I can survive without it. Now move!"

[magicanyway]

Andy looked at her, her words hitting him like bullets. "I didn't mean to break your heart. I was scared for you okay? I didn't want you to panic again when we were having sex like last time. And I missed your taste. I wanted you so much. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I'm not going enough. If you love someone you're supposed to give them as many chances as they need to get it right. I swear I never meant to hurt you or to break your heart. I always think of you." He looked at her but refused to move. "Is a divorce what you really want?"

[possessingbadge]

With a sigh, she snuggled closer enjoying his kisses. She wasn't sure how to respond. She felt wanted again and not so rejected. His kiss broke through her barriers but she didn't just decide not to leave. She could argue semantics but she feared another fight

[magicanyway]

Andy wanted her to feel more than wanted. He wanted her to feel loved. He wanted her to feel safe. He wanted her to feel like she could just let go of everything and just relax because she was with her husband. He knew she couldn't though. Not with the way things had been going. He was determined to change that

[possessingbadge]

She was expecting an argument but he just agreed with everything. It almost made her feel guilty that she was too hard on him but there inlaid the problem. She was an enabler. He would screw up, she would tell him, he would beat himself up, she would comfort him, and he would go back to the behavior that pissed her off in the first place. She wasn't blameless.

"No matter what, there is no one else I would rather have as a husband. You have to believe that. You're it for me. If we can't make this work I don't want anyone else."

[magicanyway]

Andy didn't want argue anymore. He hadn't wanted to argue to begin with

[possessingbadge]

"Andy, I..." She started to protest then stopped herself. There was no warm up. It was just bam! There's your ass but she knew why he was doing it. He wanted to reclaim her. Every part of her and she wanted him to. So she just stayed quiet and hoped it didn't hurt too much.

[magicanyway]

The hesitant sound of her voice almost made him stop and ask if she was okay but a commanding voice in him knew that would be the worst decision he could make. He loved her ass, he owned her ass and she wasn't made of goddamn fucking glass. After he was sure she was lubricated enough with his fluids and spit he rubbed his cock against her asshole and slid in, leaning down and grabbing her boobs as he thrust. He whispered in her ear. "Mine."

[possessingbadge]

Her eyes squeezed tight and her mouth opened in a sort of silent cry as he pushed into her. He felt too big and her body involuntarily wanted to push him out. It took a second and buring lungs for her to remember to breathe. Thank god he paused giving her time to get used to him inside her. It always hurt her at first. Andy was wider than average and she wasn't a big woman.

Half a dozen thrusts in she started to feel like she could take a whole breath. That helped her relax a bit. Then the pain started to ebb. After a few minutes and a little more spit it started to feel kind of good.

His hand held her one breast but the other swung freely as he thrust. Sometimes it swung so hard it almost hurt but it was a good kind of hurt. Her body started feeling hot and though she didn't have as much support on one hand she slid the second between her legs to help.

[magicanyway]

He knew it would hurt her at first. He remembered the first time they did anal, how nervous they first were and then how amazing it was. If he only he could hit her g-spot like he did before. He changed angles a tiny bit and added his hand with hers to help. "Uhhh," he moaned. "Yessss, baby, so good. AHHHHH uhhhh AHHH."

His teeth sunk into her shoulder as the thrusts got faster. He felt so good inside her. She felt snug around him, so tight..

[possessingbadge]

*Manages a little squeak of protest but turns into moans and her clinging to him soon enough*

[magicanyway]

*he holds her even closer and enjoys making out with her, though he's still spent from their last time*

[possessingbadge]

*Rubs his back and twines her legs around his trying not to think about how close she was to giving this up* We're going to be okay, right?

[magicanyway]

*nuzzles her face, tangling their bodies more.*

Yeah. We probably have a lot of work in our future but I honestly believe I was meant for you. You're my her you know? There's never anyone else. You're it for me.