I am hating my degree, I don't even want to be a psychologist. I have no motivation to do the work, I'm not interested at all.
But I'm not sure if its the content or the delivery that's making me so resentful. But I've been thinking for a while now that I don't want to be a psych.

What do I want to do?
At the moment I'm really attracted to law- ( Read more... )

(Will) We slept together but we didn't have sex. I don't even know what to make of it, except that he is the first person I feel like I kind of trust (?) with my body. He wanted to have sex (so did I) but he accepted what I said and we just cuddled all night, half naked. It was so relieving to be respected... and now I really, really want to have ( Read more... )

Moving out on Tuesday!
Getting excited, I can feel freedom and relief coming my way!

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I said I wanted change...

Change #1- single.

We've split up, on good terms, but I do feel slightly apprehensive about being alone, not having that safety net that I'm used to...

Change #2
I've been offered a place in a house with 2 post grad girls in Chadstone.
I've also been offered a place at monash residential, Richardson hall... I'm going to ( Read more... )

I've finally found a counsellor I can work with! Finally!

I'm relieved but anxious.... More relieved than anxious.

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Pa's funeral is tomorrow.

I still don't know if I'm going or not. I'm not religious in any way really and as far as I'm concerned you go to funerals for the living out to respect or for yourself.
I had seen pa twice in the past eight years....
Even though he was my granddad I don't feel that I have the right to be there.
I don't want to see Tea.... ( Read more... )

I feel like a ball of negative energy ready to explode! I neeeedddddd some outlet!

I will be happy with credits all round this semester, just making it through is an achievement.

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Amputate my arm at the shoulder please?
I feel like I need to have it in a sling, my shoulder is screwed, I'm dressing and undressing myself with one hand, I can't move my left arm without immense pain in my shoulder.
I've seen an osteo about it and he said to stop doing overhead presses/non functional weights using my shoulder, that was about 6 ( Read more... )

Fuck fuck fuck. I'm sure I'm over reacting but fuck I'm scared.
I've been bathing my sisters youngest, Bella, for the past week, and today she started crying and her face went all red, her eyes went blood shot when I flipped her over for tummy time in the bath. I don't know if her face got submerged (I'm usually really careful), if her eyes got ( Read more... )

Had the hardest customer ever in Bloch, and she was a lovely girl. 12 years old, trying on leotards for the australian ballet auditions and all she could think about was how fat she was. She was tiny!
I wanted to cry. I almost has to pass her onto one of the other girls :/
I don't miss my eating disorder at all. I don't miss depression either. She ( Read more... )