STOP DYING

[madid]

Pa's funeral is tomorrow.

I still don't know if I'm going or not. I'm not religious in any way really and as far as I'm concerned you go to funerals for the living out to respect or for yourself.
I had seen pa twice in the past eight years....
Even though he was my granddad I don't feel that I have the right to be there.
I don't want to see Tea....

Comments

[christina6644]

I'm so sorry that you have gone through so much loss this year Madi
I hope you are okay today, did you end up going?

[madid]

No I didn't go.
And I don't feel any guilt, not yet anyway