Surprise worked better than plan. Saw Freddie's game then waited for him afterwards. Words can not explain seeing him when he came out, seeing him after so long. I don't think he thought I was real there for moment ( Read more... )

Bacon, Cibby's puppy, is so adorable. He makes me happy to play with him ( Read more... )

It is strange. Have not felt happy like this in a while. Cibby and his puppy, Bacon have moved into the house with me. I can not be sad around puppy that is cute like that ( Read more... )

Things are... well they're better. I do miss Freddie but in two weeks I will get to see him again, and that makes me happiest of all ( Read more... )

Things are better, thanks in part to Freddie just being Freddie. He talked to Cibby and he's moving into the house. It'll be good though. I have all this space and this way he doesn't have to stay in such a small apartment with the puppy ( Read more... )

How is it that I have all these people around me but I feel alone. And the one person I would go to is too far away to do anything. Plus it doesn't help that I just call him up in the middle of the night either. Specially when he had a game today, with a goal and an assist I might add ( Read more... )

It's been a very terribly long few days. Last week Freddie got a call from home; he was cleared to play again. I was devestated, not that he got play, never that. But we'd prepared ourselves to the fact that he wouldn't play and all of a sudden, he playing ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Freddie.

I hope you are having a wonderful day; you deserve it. I love you so much.

It's been a strange week or so. Freddie came back and it's been great. I feel bad for him though, not being able to play, having to watch me play and at home too ( Read more... )

God today was so fantastic. Fredrik came home, came back here to Plzen ( Read more... )