well...sumer has started and it sucked, got a new job but it ruine my life, it is making heathers summer miserable mine also, so i need to make a decision on what to do with my job , i know she is mad at me for wanting to leave but it is gonna have to happen i guess.i made mistakes and i need to fix them.

his week hasnt and wont be the bes week for me because of a bet i have with my baby and somehing i have inside of me that i never let go seven years ago...welll i dont know how to make my self feel better about it. my baby has been so happy and i have been like this in this mood so i have been thinking over and over how i can just forget about it ( Read more... )

Im gonna suffer starting tomorrow!

My Baby Loves me MORE then i Love her <33

not too much things has happen in my life but what it did can change fo r ever ... me and Heather had a talk and we decided to work on our relationship to make it like we were before ...HAPPY ..and not let no one get involved i did that mistake of listening , yesterday was a good start she was happy and made me happy also today she goes to six ( Read more... )

not too much has been hapenig in my life me and heather arevery happy together..tuesday is 6 months but we are ceebrating on saturday ...sunday is mothers day and i already got my gift, im gonna have to work but it will b okay...only one bad thing has been happening, my grandma is sick for like a week now, anyways battle of the bands is next week ( Read more... )

im in class right now and i dont know wut to do and i guess i should write something...well me and heather are great but shit has been goin thru my head. vacation was fun and my and heathers grades are ok ...i love her so much and she knows ....well g2g bye love you baby

havent writen in a while and dont plan on it either sorry heather im not in the mod for this i rather just talk to u...no one else can help me ,n i kno u r always here for me

i have been pretty pissed at myself for the passed couple of days, i came home from work sick and my sister made somebullshit comment that made me mad, and i had something bothering me before so i called Heather to see if she could calm me down but it didnt go as i planned, she put me on hold and then said she would call m back, that was the 2nd ( Read more... )

i hate myself

im sorry baby i love you so much i should have never missdoubted you