suffering
his week hasnt and wont be the bes week for me because of a bet i have with my baby and somehing i have inside of me that i never let go seven years ago...welll i dont know how to make my self feel better about it. my baby has been so happy and i have been like this in this mood so i have been thinking over and over how i can just forget about it and be over it or not let her know, i thought of the bet but it didnt work it isnt bothering me because when i am away from her i feel a feeling that i did something wrong so i called my mom yesterday and i found out what it was and i cant feel bad about her as much as she does...im sorry baby , yo desrve a better treatement, i asked if i was going to your house but i desided i wsnt...i dont wasnt to ruin another day...i love you baby and i wish i could change my feelings about everything