The last few weeks of my life seem to have been ridden with non-stop PMS in the sense that I just can't stop crying for no reason, or at least not for any good reason. But this, this I smiled at ( Read more... )

Oy. The past week was stressful. Lost timecard meant no paycheck, PMS followed by a cramp-nasty period, HEAT, a wretched trip with the boy's band to their gig, and nothing but sitting/lying down for two straight days. Then I actually got upset about the Boy going out to see some friends--but not because he's out doing what he's doing. I actually ( Read more... )

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I've caught my boy's insomnia and it sucks because it would have been the first time we fell asleep together in at least a week, if not longer. Sigh. I *was* tired, too. Then I laid down with him and found myself staring at his silhouette in the dark (the omnipresent thought of, "wow. this is just right" going through my head) and pfft! Sleepiness ( Read more... )

I just laid down for bed on my heating pad next to a wonderful but sickly Boy when I got hit with one of those 'damn, I'll never get comfortable until I just voice this' thoughts. Boy, being sickly, was not to be too disturbed (I did actually have to move his arm to do this, but that didn't affect his wakefulness too much). Now, to type ( Read more... )

So I was talking to God and she was like, 'Yo, what's up' and told me to update my journal. Or maybe Boy did. Probably Boy. But God seriously did say 'yo what's up' like that. I mean it. I mean, I mean business ( Read more... )

I'm an INFJ....http://www.typelogic.com/infj.html

Last night, I watched a rather sadly intoxicated fly walk into the flame of a candle. Brave death, soldier. Stupid, but brave.

Weirdo. Flies are stupid sons of bitches. I mean business.

I've been thinking a lot tonight about balance. I believe that all of life is a balance, having everything in moderation. I try explaining this to my mom a lot because she hates that I will occasionally have a drink; she thinks that if she hears from me that I had a glass of wine the other night that it means that I drink all the time, maybe almost ( Read more... )

Good Lord. I'm so crazy it's not even funny. Yes it is. But the thing is, it really is so crazy that it just might work. That's the best part. I'm not stupid, just nuts. And I will logically follow my craziness until the combination of the two creates success ( Read more... )