So i forgot that it was Ash Wednesday yesterday, but after i remembered, i had already blown what i wanted to be my sacrafice for this Lenten season. I gave up wearing makeup. I was too lazy to take it off last night, so i still have some light mascara on and a little coverup but not much. i don't really wear a lot of makeup and if i didn't have ( Read more... )

So he's leaving and i won't be able to see him for at least 9 weeks. But that's what he wants to do so i'm totally suportive. I love him more than anything in this world and i'm totally phyched about spending forever with him. There are no words for how much he means to me and how much i care about him. It's gonna be a rough adjustment not being ( Read more... )

I'm so lucky. He is just so unbelievable great and wonderful and perfect. i've never been so happy. It's just amazing. really. i'm so happy. i know i've already said that, but yeah. it's all i can think about. I can't even describe it in words. It's beyond words. but in other news. i'm a wee bit tired. and i have some homework to do tonight. But ( Read more... )

For privacy reasons i won't mention what he said, but just know that it was awesome. Incredible and better than i could've wished for. smiles for days for me. Updates as they come. love lynette

So i couldn't get to my online class because i haven't got the book with the access code on it. I'm so frustrated and mad. My dad is such a fucking asshole. why must he torture me every second of my life. I hate him. So much.i'm sick of this shit. i should go now. love lynette

so i guess i must have written down the wrong address to his p.o.box because my letter to him came back. So since it would take like another two weeks to mail it to his correct address,i decided to just email the letter to him. I haven't heard a response yet but i don't think he checks his email until later in the day. so i guess i'll find out ( Read more... )

So i balled my eyes out last night. It's like i can't get over how fast time is moving. It seems like there's nothing I can do to stop it. I just cried because I'm so damn confused. I don't know how i feel or if i'm ever doing the right thing. I just feel hopeless. Everyone i become close to or dependent on ends up leaving me. Not nessissarily ( Read more... )

So my classes started today. Stephanie gave me a ride to school and ceca's giving me a ride home. It's gonna be weird to see her again after two years but old friends are like wine, it only gets better with time. Isn't that what they say? Well, his letter should get to him by thursday. I can't believe i've waited two weeks to hear something that I ( Read more... )

So I really want to hear his response. Really Really. But Either he hasn't checked his mailbox or he hasn't responded. We've been comunicating through email this last week. I talk to him every day. Well. I wouldn't say talk to him as much as write him and he writes me back. I miss him. More than i thought i would. Which means when he leaves for the ( Read more... )

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