Spiritual Alchemy; the merging of my ego and shadow self to become whole. That is what 2010 is supposed to represent for me. Well that is what the psychic told me anyway lol; but it is not far off what I was feeling anyway. I need to finish reading this book that two DIFFERENT psychics told me I needed to read; ‘The dark side of the light chasers ( Read more... )

So after some long silence I feel the need to actually write a decent entry I guess ( Read more... )

I am Mr. Right.....

I am never Mr. Right At This Point In My Life....

God that is frustrating and the story of my life.

Oh well; what can you do?

I am not one of those people who fears the truth, I would rather be told the reasoning then left in the dark. I hate silence that way; I hate the lack of closure. For me it begets this non-stop cycle of over-analysis. But then that is how people are; they would rather leave you in the dark and let you slip into the nothingness of forgotten memories

I am so nervous right now I think I may actually vomit.... this is not fun....

Note: I Got a new job which will equal way better pay and more opprotunities!! WOOT WOOT!! I start monday; that is pretty exciting for me.

I am bothered right now; I am not sure why I still have this account. I should probably just cancel it. To sum up right now.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH ( Read more... )

It is good to be able to laugh at yourself right??? I seem to not have that problem right now; I think I am the king at shooting myself in the foot LOL. It would be nice to talk to someone right now or go for a walk; but there is no one to call at this hour... woot woot ( Read more... )

2008 is turning out to be an interesting year so far.... this is going to be a good year for re-construction. I am REALLY working on my internal issues; and it seems to be working out for right now. It is fuelled by a lot of different things but there was a major event that occurred which really sent shock waves through my world; it changed my view ( Read more... )

- November 16 -

You are very intellectual, and feel things very deeply. You are trustworthy and honest. Your friends love your dynamic personality and friendly nature.

( Read more... )