Before the MEPN program starts and I have 0 free time I have a few things I want to do - and this list will most likely be added to. Most of it has to do with organizing and decluttering so that my room can be my study sanctuary ( Read more... )

So, last night on the way to work with L, I tell her that I really don't want to date Guy right now for various reasons, but that I care for him and do not want to hurt his feelings/bruise his ego. Now, don't get the wrong impression - this guy was not in love with me, or even proabbaly that into me - but still, I have a hard time making others ( Read more... )

1. I had the best ride on Java on Tuesday - it was so great to gallop through the pastures and connect with another being like that. I came home feeling so happy and light ( Read more... )

for many months I have felt a driven purpose - I wanted to buy several investment properties and own my own business. I bought one place with Mavi and then erik and I started looking at buying a Subway sandwich place near our house. Then for some reason it all fell apart - in my head. In early January I came to the decision that I needed to break ( Read more... )

I used to write more often because I was excited and interested in what was going on in my life and the world around me. I'm quite content with life right now and exciting things are in the works but it all seems very mundane. Perhaps this is just how it is when life is mostly good mixed with some blah and peppered with mood swings that never last ( Read more... )

hi

Especially when your affairs are so enmeshed with those of your ex S.O.'s. See we have a joint account that is filled with my ,oney. His name was on the account so that he could get a secured loan so he could buy his car. That's fine cause he always makes his car payment. However the car is in my name so that i can insure it since he had a DUI and ( Read more... )

im upset with almost everyone

I have a very strict schedule of assignments that i am on - only a few more days of school left. However, I finished one paper a day early which gives me a whole entire FREE day tomarrow. Oh, I could spend the day getting ahead so that I could use my free time to study ( which is not in the schedule)but I wont cause i'm me. Instead I wll go to the ( Read more... )

Life has been very manic - it's a roller coaster of intensity in all things peppered by short bouts of extreme relaxation and nothingness. School only has two more weeks left and i lied to my teacher and said i was flying to california early so he's letting me take my final early. Before that comes two huge group projects and after that is another ( Read more... )