Sometimes... all the world grinds to a halt and you are left with just you... if for only a moment.
I wish to whatever powers there are that some day the world grinds to a halt for everyone...
perhaps in that moment we will understand one another.

Today is shaping up to be a good day... though i woke up with a horrid toothache. =/  I should have two new books coming in - The new Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce and A 90 day OBE training guide by the same author. I am looking forward to it as I hope that perhaps I can use OBE's to combat my lack of physical isolation right now. I may also have ( Read more... )

So... I have been doing a lot of thinking. It has occured to me there is no "physical plane" and "astral plane". It's all one in the same, The difference is that this bubble has had an exceptional amount of will placed into its details... so much so it makes the others bubbles tend to look ghostly in comparison. I think that the laws of the ( Read more... )

wow ive been lazy with this thing! I really should update it more than i do O.O;

... well im working on getting into school over here. Been trying to keep the ball rolling on some studies and other stuffs. Tommorow begins when im starting my magic practice proper... yay! =) I've been looking forward to it, but i had to wait until the journal i got ( Read more... )

In life there is no answer. The only thing that will ever be a certainty is that there is uncertainty. Any method of thinking about or imagining anything will only ever be a model, a tool, a figment of our imagination to help us to understand. A God exists through its inexistance, time never started nor will it ever end, and humans can ( Read more... )

Meh I have been a very lazy bugger with this journal and figured a status update was in order ( Read more... )

Today was a productive day. I got my bank to return 70 dollars worth of overdrafts... which brings the total to 150 this week.. and another 35 tomorrow. seriously this is getting a bit old ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about death a lot recently... And I think most people have a great misunderstanding on it. I think death is better thought of as change. It is the force that brings down mountains and ends kings.... "Time" as we think of it is a manifestation of the same force as death I think.. which I'll get into later. I've determined that ( Read more... )

I must start out the day by going awwwwwwwwww ^_____________^ he remembered my full name! Ryan that is... the adorable foxy remembered it! ( See? hehe.) Most people cant... or misspell it which annoys the tar out of me... so I stick to Kai. (It is actually Kairixian for the record.... well technically Kairixian Alwyn Tristis Shadwe)

Anyways... The ( Read more... )

The day has started out quite nicely. I think ill go make some noodles soon... yummm... noodley goodness! I feel I will be posting more than once today...hmmm ( Read more... )