I seriously have issues. I've been texting my sister back and forth and it's not going well at all. I'm in the same place I was in the other day except for one thing. I got to throw him over to win, which is what I was working on before April got it all fucked up. I texted her this morning and told her if she had no intentions in talking to me then ( Read more... )

How in the fuck did I turn into the person I am now. I have never hated somebody more and the sad thing is it's me. I wake up every morning and think I'm okay but something I have done in the recent past fucking gets me again. I've done horrible things! Horrible! Now I get to live with it. I wish I had never touched a fucking pill in my goddamn ( Read more... )

So if a doctor gives you meds you should take them. I learned the hard way. I went off my bp meds for a while and it spiked up like crazy. So I had to go to a hospital with no insurance and get hooked up to all those chest wires ( Read more... )

No one to talk to online, watched all the movies I care to right now. I stumbled across livejournal. Have you ever noticed when you blog about being bored the boredom doesn't even subside while your typing? You just keep complaining and thinking how bored you are ( Read more... )

Hello Everybody!!! Sorry it's been so long since we've talked or hung out. All will be well again when the season fully changes.

I get on here to see what my friends are up too and all I get was 3 post. Where is everybody? Not like I care I never post either.

I don't want ot sit here and bitch about my problems because really I try to pretend they're not here. I try really hard, but Keri makes sure I remember. There is all these fucking rules now. Everything I have done in my life must change. How fucking stupid!!! I hate everything right now. It's even hard to find a drink at the gas station without it ( Read more... )

God it was a bitch getting out of bed this morning. It was nice and cold with the ac and fan blowing around. I hate dayshift, I don't really care for managing but soon it will be better once I get these damn bill caught up and I can afford to have a little fun ( Read more... )

So I've got 5 more days on a very long stretch of work. 16 days I think, I've lost count and obviously consideration for my body and mind. If you are ever offered a management job make sure you check the fine print. Remeber that when they tell you you'll make blah$K a Year that it's not as good as it sounds and you will be stretched to the limits ( Read more... )

Man, I sure do hate to be so negative but this day sucks ass. I had to get up at 5am because my cook is an irresponsible bitch. She claims she's sick but I'm sure she went out and got drunk last night. I hate her. She is now my target. DOOOOMMMMEEEDD ( Read more... )