I am excited for this weekend. I get to see the bf and we are gonna probably figure out what we are gonna do with our relationship.

I want him to want me to move to Chicago in the fall. It took me moving across the country to figure out that I want to be with him. I won't move to Chicago unless we move in and that may be too much for him. So I'm a ( Read more... )

I start my new job soon. I'm excited. No more winter. But who cares about that.

I'm sad as hell. I really think I'm in love with him and now I'm 1200 miles away starting a new life because I was embarrassed about my old one. I'm going to lose him because of the distance. I want to be with him. I'm scared I'm making a huge mistake. Now that I'm here ( Read more... )

I sometimes like to pretend I'm still in amazing shape. Tonight I decided to really dance it out to Gimme More in the living room. I had like, a chest burn afterwards. So I did it again.....felt good. Missing my 17-year-old body and energy but I think she's still in there somewhere.

I'm 127lbs today. I'd like to get back to 115lb but then none of my ( Read more... )

Can I just say how much I love yet hate this show?

I love it because I want that life and hate it because I don't have that life. Ultimate envy.

At least I'm in warm weather now in a bigger city. That's something I've wanted. Living in Highland Park would be the ultimate dream if I stayed in Dallas. That area is so amazingly beautiful. I drove ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in the house by myself all weekend. LAME.

No car, no money, no friends. But I swear I'm gonna get into the Dallas social scene somehow. Gotta get back on top. Hopefully I land one of these jobs. That's step one. Then meet some people...meet some guys. Laugh again. Be fucked up again. Be 23 again.

Left my on again off again boyfriend in ( Read more... )