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I start my new job soon. I'm excited. No more winter. But who cares about that.
I'm sad as hell. I really think I'm in love with him and now I'm 1200 miles away starting a new life because I was embarrassed about my old one. I'm going to lose him because of the distance. I want to be with him. I'm scared I'm making a huge mistake. Now that I'm here and about to start all of this....I don't want to be here. I don't want to live with my Mom. I feel like a failure.
I'm sad as hell. I really think I'm in love with him and now I'm 1200 miles away starting a new life because I was embarrassed about my old one. I'm going to lose him because of the distance. I want to be with him. I'm scared I'm making a huge mistake. Now that I'm here and about to start all of this....I don't want to be here. I don't want to live with my Mom. I feel like a failure.