Ya. My life sucks in my eyes. Let's see. Since the whole drama session. I found out that it was all a lie. That he said all that for no reason. I still will never forgive him for how bad he hurt me. Justin got pretty pissed at me, he was probly pretty tired of hearing about Jason. I would have been too after all that. Lala is so awesome for ( Read more... )

So. This week has been HELL. All week me and Jason fought. Then I asked him to invite me along with him and Audrey and he said no I was just using her. Cept not. Then he came over after school for like 3 minutes. I was like you're sick ... you're going home to take a nap ... but you're still hanging out with Audrey? And he's like yep. I was like ( Read more... )

So it's 2005. Wow. I entered alone again which kinda puzzles me. Wasn't I with Justin last year? Hm. But I do remembering inviting Jason over. He told me no and spent the night at Lee's instead. This year he stayed home with his family. Oh well. We're not together so no obligations are meant to be held. I haven't seen him in a while though.. I miss ( Read more... )

Life sucks ass. I haven't updated in about 2 months.. hmm.. Well me and Jason never got back together.. we tried the "stay on a break and see what happens" but that turned into just end it all. That was a few weeks ago. Still not over it surprisingly. Hm since I updated there's been Thanksgiving, my family went to Cali and I stayed here and me and ( Read more... )

Damn. It's been like... almost 2 months this time. But I told myself I wasn't updating till me and Jason got back together. And guess what? We are. Ya I know. Let me think of what has happened. Well we had our 6 months in that time. That was pretty nice. He got a job. Proud of him for that. He seemed a little more "with me" when we were broken up. ( Read more... )

So I guess I was serious about the whole "update once a month" thing. I thought I'd update more often but I guess not. I don't really have that exciting of a life. Um hm. The whole school thing.. I think it made me and Jason fight more. I dunno. Having 1st hour is good cause I get to see him everyday but I mean... I gotta pretend I'm straight the ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing since.. June.. woah. That's a long time. Hm... What has happened since then... Well... I had my birthday. That went pretty good I think. Jason came over... and we spent most the day together. He's sweet. Chelsea made me a cake. It was yummy. And my grandma came over while he was here... the next day I got interrogated ( Read more... )

AH! I leave for Utah on Saturday. Damn... I really don't wanna go. I woke up at 2PM today... crazy I know. I was upset most the day because I was thinking about me and Jason and just stuff. And how I wouldn't get to see him in forever. But then me and Chelsea watched Jerry Springer... WHITE TRASH. That show bugs me sometimes. But anyways. Then I ( Read more... )

So It's been a month. As if anyone reads this anymore anyway. But anyways. Hm... Since the last time I updated lots has happened. Just 2 weeks ago Jason's mom stopped me on the side of the street telling me she would call the cops on me if she caught me around him. I was like... go away you terrify me. Gosh that lady has me so paranoid. I can't ( Read more... )