Ho hum... This weekend has been busy. Hung out with some friends. Went shopping. I am hoping that Lukkah and Christine CALL ME!!!!!!!!!! I miss hangingout with them. Eventhough Tinseltown is closed now, we will have to find another place to call our own. *wipes tear away* C'est la Vie. Work is going alright. Although I know that tomorrow ( Read more... )

Grrr.. What can I say about today other than it was a day that I WANTED to spend time peeing in a cup for a drug test...not once, but twice. I am in the process of seeking new employment and large companies in the field that I work require a pre-employment drug screening. I suppose that was alright. I don't know ( Read more... )

Well I am back in phoenix.. and I miss donovan..and I'm regretting ever dating Kenny... there was a lot of drama attached to that boy...ummm.. I think I just need to get some bazooka joe and just chew and ponder the wonders of life.. wish Megs would get a hold of me.. Kenny and I don't talk and I don't have her number anymore and I haven't seen her ( Read more... )

wow.. just heard Bonnie Mckee's song Somebody... I love Donovan...but things are weird. I'm thinking it's one of those Ally McBeal moments when I just need a moment to myself. Let my heart open and just chat with it. God how I miss the notebook at the Presbaterian College. Wish I had a place like that here.

Today I called Garry. We talked for a while. Of course the whole Kenny thing came up and up and up. Grrrr... Thing is, working in therapy, I don't know if I did or did not love Kenny. I do know that I cared for him deeply. God.. it just seems that when we meet those that have an impact on our lives, we tend to wonder about what and how it will ( Read more... )

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If there is someone whose journal you read you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

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Ok... Think that was the last time I'm going to open myself up to anyone. Too much this year. Just need to come up for a breath. Opening myself up to others too quickly. Not smart Lucky. Not smart at all. Time to build the walls again. I liked living without them.

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