I don't know what to do. Everyone is telling me that I should just stay. I don't know. We all know that you DON'T date your best friend. It doesn't work when you date your best friend. So would I be staying for a chance to be with him again? How am I ever going to let go? It's hard enough to let go of something when it wasn't healthy or good ( Read more... )

Today I got an Email.. Three simple words.. Kai said Yes. That's all it said. So as of today.. Friday the 10th. I am packing up and leaving. I'm beaten.. I cannot do this anymore. I've lost to many loves, Maat, Skip, Aaron... Jesse and now .. Donovan. I'm done. From this moment on.. no more love.. no .. no more thought of love. As of ( Read more... )

Well... I got my reason from Donovan and he wants me to be mad. I can't. So he developed feelings for his best friend and doesn't think he can be in a relationship with me while he has these feelings, however "You were the best thing that will ever walk into my life" -- Donovan to me... " I love you".. "there is a chance in the future".. __ all ( Read more... )

To Donovan: This is what I've become ( Read more... )

Today Donovan broke up with me. This is the day I shall slit my wrists... it's over. nothing else matters

"Your faith was strong but you needed proof ( Read more... )

Last night Gary and I were sitting around the house. What to do on a Saturday night that him and I can do together. Hmmm... ROCKY! Which was kind of a good idea. I have not been to Rocky in almost two years. It was great to see some old friends, make new ones. ROSEECHEEKS. My Jewish Goddess. It was also fun to just hang with everyone at ( Read more... )

Last night's show was awesome. I really kicked ass. Gawds. I have missed the stage for a while. I think the time of my break is finally coming to an end. Nothing beats kicking ass with Bonnie Tyler's "Making Love Out of Nothing At All ( Read more... )

Hmmm...can anyone tell me what these things have in common? I know and so does someone else out there in Livejournal land. =op Went out with Sheryl had dinner, and I finally saw her baby. He is adorable. Now I knew Sheryl would make a cute a baby..but with Scott as the dad... OMG. He's well behaved for an 8 week old. He is going to be a ( Read more... )

YEAH! NARF! LUKKAH AND CHRISTINE AND I ARE GUNNA HANGOUT SOON.. I'M THINKING SOMETIME THIS WEEK..I LOVE THOSE TWO... HEY...I'LL MOVE IN WITH YA... CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM.. I'VE MISSED THEM SO MUCH... LOVE YOU GUYS..WILL TALK WITH YOU LATER 2DAY