... If anyone needs me, I won't be at the fountain today. Don't look for me, because I'm looking for some others. It's too dangerous for someone else to come with me.

I'll be fine hopefully. I promise. ♥

[ooc; rofl, and there she goes to the school to look for Rox and Lai. Yeah, she tried so hard to tell herself she didn't need to go, buuut... dup! ( Read more... )

... Was I really only gone for a few days? Surely not this much could've happened in that short amount of time, right? At least the sky color is an improvement. Red is better than black, even if it is like blood.

I'm sure someone wouldn't mind explaining why it's all of the sudden 'the end of the world', right? I'd like to know, that's to say if we ( Read more... )

[ a click of the recorder turning on--she has her eyes closed and she's moving about. she thought she hit something in her room, but she actually hit the record button on the terminal. oh, and she's singing again. ]

--when there were days
I could barely make it out the door
So much doubt
Changed my mind, changed my ways
Wasn't gonna do this anymore ( Read more... )

As of 05-09-08

-returned to Purgatorium

My trust was something I tossed around carelessly, I’ll admit. In return, it cost me a lot of things, a lot of friends, and a lot of love. I understand the mistakes I’ve made concerning my trust. I like to think that I made good decisions most of the time. Making friends with Rinoa, Euphie, Misa, Baralai, Rikku… those were the good choices.

The ( Read more... )

Well. I... didn't see this coming, but... it's for the best, I guess.

Xaldin, Val, someone. I hope you don't mind taking care of Ryota. He... he might be a little upset, I think, once he realizes that... but he'll learn to live with it. He's going to have to, anyway.

Good luck to everyone. Rinoa, Saix and Misa especially. And of course Riku, but... I ( Read more... )

Looks like I'm under house arrest, and I'm not even in my own home. ... Xaldin, can I at least go home and get Ryota? He'll be missing me if I'm gone for too long. And I need him. Emotional support and all that.

... I tried. I tried so hard but it still didn't work. Maybe I'm not as emotionally strong as I used to be.

I'm apologizing to everyone I ( Read more... )

[the recorder clicks on and there's a bit of soft breathing before a deep breath is heard and a melodic voice starts singing a slow-tempo song.]

Hito koto de konna ni mo kizutsuku kimi wa
Kodoku wo oshiete kureru

Mamorenai toki keep on trying, baby
Yakusoku doori janai kedo trust me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Kimi to nara shite mite mo ii yo

I wanna be ( Read more... )

[privatetoself] Mn. I had a lot to think about. And a few questions to answer.

At the time, I was wondering if the problem was lying with the three of them. That was a silly question, because of course the problem was my heart. Well... it still is, I guess. Feelings can't change overnight, can they? It's practically impossible to say 'I love you' ( Read more... )

( Private to self//Hard to hack//Unhackable by any silver-haired guys she happens to know. You all know who you are. )