You know how it goes. One year ends, another year starts. A little of the usual, some of the not so usual, and a lot of the unknown. The future of worlds falling apart, and bits and pieces getting put back together again. I wonder if next year will bring us the  trans-humanists of tomorrow creating cellphones to tell us where our favourite pair of ( Read more... )

To be feeling that my life is less chaotic than I am used to is something I am still having trouble comprehending. Given that I am even trying to comprehend such a thing is another thing entirely, but I feel like I should be waiting for something bad to happen. Nothing has come close yet ( Read more... )

Despite the fact that everyone has started to get into the season spirit, I feel quite the opposite. In fact, I haven't honestly gotten into the spirit of Christmas, I haven't been in touch with my giving side, nor have I had any desire to feel motivated ( Read more... )

It's so refreshing to feel spring bring changes. It's the time of year that brings warmth, opportunities, bright beginnings and happiness to me. Especially in the few past years that have been relatively cold due to the unusual temperatures that winter has brought us, I welcome spring with a smile every year.


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I'm reminded of what I am loosing every morning as I look into the mirror. Although, everyday, it just seems to get harder and be worse. I thought it was meant to get easier as time goes by, and I begin to accept the fact that I am loosing my best friend. But, that is anything but the truth. It's harder as time goes by ( Read more... )

I'm not really handling anything of much that well lately. Things are getting to me. I had an accident. I need to take a step back and I need to really not let these things get to me. I have five things comforting me at the moment, and I can't get enough of them ( Read more... )

Here's to those who thought you knew me, I'm like 36 views of Mt Fuji, ashamed of this way that I behaved, call me what you like ( Read more... )

I see you, and I see the way you work so hard into being that person who lives in your head. Stop living in your head, and realize that being who you are is fantastic. I can't stress this enough - In fact, I'm an appalling hypocrite as I write all of this, because this is something that even I, myself, need to listen to ( Read more... )

Oh man.

The alcohol fairy came to visit me last night.

For those who have alzheimer's or who don't have telepathy skills ( Read more... )