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It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't fucking brought every ounce of this on myself.
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Nomad
And now Angel's decided he's taking Dorian.
Unfortunately, his arguments are sound. The work "I've chosen" (he still refuses to believe/accept that months of job hunting have been for naught) is too nomadic. His next-door neighbor homeschools her kids and has offered to teach Dorian, too. I have to pass through periodically to restock *anyway*, and ( Read more... ) -
Moneh
Time to pull $200 out of the air!
Not exactly sure how it'll go down, but it'll happen. I have a show this weekend, but had to extend my rental by a week, which ate into the booth fee significantly.
I'd need that amount whether I had a booth or was driving east today, so...might as well get a show out of it.
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Dream: Wizard Kiss & Forced to Move
Dreamt I was the infamous Harry Potter himself, wandering the corridors of Hogwart's. I had caught another student coming out of a secret passageway, but he wouldn't tell me what it was or how to get there. He had used a little key to lock a brick back in place once the passage disappeared. I found myself not following him at first - ( Read more... ) -
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I L-O-V-E being drunk.
Literally the only time I'm not just fucking miserable and want to hurt.
Server Friday and tonight was great. Really good service.
Some shockingly pretty people in Idaho. But damn, young kids. And it isn't as though I'm interested in anyone, but damn. And at least 3 who brother Tekkie is convinced were at least casually ( Read more... ) -
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she wrote to bitch me out that a faulty internet connection (one of my devices got on her network) caused her computer to get compromised. i suspect it wasn't serious, but her network just freaking out over my unknown device... which used to be connected all the time. there was the big omg everyone is losing their internet scare on the 9th. could ( Read more... ) -
Finality
I need to *do* something. I can't mourn her forever. Maybe an act of finality will help.
I'm going to buy "John Dies at the End" after the con and mail it with a card that just says "I'm sorry." No flowery letter. No explanations. Not even going to sign my name. Just put up the white flag. It'll be after her birthday... but likely the week of Ash's ( Read more... ) -
Waiting
At the airport.
All the bad feels.
I miss my bunkin.
I'm going to a city I love. No one will be waiting.
All the pre flight jitters. For which there is no reason or rhyme. Statistically safer means nothing. Just sick and nervous and Angel is scared about trying to juggle his work schedule around having Dorian... but he wanted Boy for awhile, so ( Read more... ) -
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Talked to VJ tonight. She's such a good friend. After all these years, it doesn't matter where we leave off, we pick back up.
She's... no longer at rock bottom. But starting over with work and friends. And reminding herself that nothing is forever. Lynze will be 18 in just a couple more years, and her dad won't be able to hold her any longer. It's ( Read more... ) -
Timestamp
Back on the meds. my prescription expired in May with 4 refills left, grr, but I need to see Dr Lorrie about a real inhaler anyway. im sure she'll renew the wellbutrin too.
just making a note so in 2 weeks, i can note the difference in mood.
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