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[lpgurl88]

it comes to the point where i can barely say what i wanna say cuz i feel really selfish guilty sad angry and just overall horrible if i do..
so i have t keep them inside. ica nt type it write it say it or anything.. its all gotta be kept inside. and i friggen hate it

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12/10/05

[rskimski]

jenna... this isn't getting any easier. im so sorry about the phone thing. i dont no what to do any more. i cant do anything right... i just disappoint the people that care about me and thats a small group let me tell you. im not even sure if there is anyone left in it. i thought that with time i would get better but im not better im worse. im never gonna get another girlfriend... i dont even no how i ended up with you. im sorry u ever wasted ur time on me. im such a loser. i sit here and wonder y i have no one to talk to and no one to hold. i hope u no that im not mad at u. i love u so much... if that even matters n e more. u were one in a million jenna rae... but in my case u were one in one, and now im down to 0. i still find my self thinking about you all the time... when im snowboarding and attempting to check out all the chix i just end up thinking about you. im so lost... with my life... and even with god. u probably think i just went to church cause u were there. i really do love god and jesus but im having a hard time