To achieve virtue in the absolute sense~" A man must be willing to take the foulest crimes upon his soul-for the sake of his brothers. To mortify the flesh is nothing. To mortify the soul is the only act of virtue. So you think you love the broad mass of mankind? You know nothing of love. You give two bucks to a strike fund and you think you’ve ( Read more... )

It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth ( Read more... )

That was soooooo scary. I am not sure what it was, but It scared me....a lot.. Last night, I signed off Aim feeling fine, and tried to sleep. About ten minutes later, My hands started shaking. It got soo bad that i couldn't keep them steady , even when i squeezed them, as if trying to make a fist.I couldn't even make a fist. It was a terrible ( Read more... )

I love my friends.

They are my whole life now.

I can't wait to drive.

I want out.

Death has been a on my mind a great deal lately

(Brent told me I should be a little more open on my life, and express a little bit of my thinking/concerns to others, here s a tid bit, perhaps it will be interesting to open up to other peoples opinions. Another thought of mine as well)

As a young child, I can remember being nearly immortal, free ( Read more... )

Well I havn't updated in ages...not too sure why, I guess I just either had nothing interesting to say. Or what I did have to say I didn't want to shout out on lj. Went to see mean girls today, and it wasn't what was expected. I mean yes I was right about the whole teenage girls thing fighting over who was fatter..but... It was extremely funny, and ( Read more... )

what to do...what to do what to do what to do......what the hell do i do!.....pray!...im going to pray!...im going to pray hella hard and hope! im going to hope for the best....should i call...no..... i dunno..i dont even know what is going on but if it is something worth the panic, th epraying, then by god ill take that chance, and pray ne ways ( Read more... )

I'm bored as hell....I watched the movie kevin let me borrow tonight..."grave of the fireflies"...he's right... i did cry....I hate people who think that war is going to do any thing... I don't care what your reasoning is...It's never the better alternative.....never...innocent lives shouldn't have to suffer for politicians or for the stupid people ( Read more... )

ill be offline, for about two days..........FFXI

wow..i believe i just realized what a dissapointment i am to my mother...maybe i should go do more schoolwork..........i can't wait to get out of here....I'm so glad i have music..