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[lovemunkee33]

I'm bored as hell....I watched the movie kevin let me borrow tonight..."grave of the fireflies"...he's right... i did cry....I hate people who think that war is going to do any thing... I don't care what your reasoning is...It's never the better alternative.....never...innocent lives shouldn't have to suffer for politicians or for the stupid people that cause this shit....I have plenty more thoughts on this subject...I had a lot of time to think it over... I went to the apitheatre tonight, sat around and thought... I'm not so sure how long i was up there, but it felt like a long time...What a beautiful place, and there were a lot of fireflies.. :)....I'm just glad there are little thing si can appreciate and love for that matter... just enough to keep me motivated to keep pushing for a good outcome, for something that may surprise me in it's greatness...

I want to go somewhere...like an island, or a river, a mountain ,and just spend like a week up there.......I know it would lift my mood...Wilderness always does....just getting away from life.....and focus all my thoughts on something sooo worth my thinking.....i wouldn't have to worry about mom, or school...just what hill i would camp on , or which way i could explore, what stars are out tonight..........:)....dude! i need to do this!::packs::... i wish..........I'm going to start writing again....gregs poetry make me want to write lke that...and if it sucks, I'll just stick to drawing...which is how it usually turns out...

what to do .....what to do.....Barlow girl! ::goes::