so maybe these past few weeks when iv been worrying about my friends issues and what not and trying to help them out iv neglected my own problems...well theyve caught up to me.

so yesterday i was talking with some fellow students and teachers about art and creativity and someone mentioned "bad art." i asked "if art is self expression, how can it be bad" and someone said something along the lines of "the way it was done was bad" or something i don't really remember, but they sort of justified themselves in saying that ( Read more... )

most people are super weak. in a bunch of different ways.

does fall seem to make people depressed? it seems like most of my friends have been having horrible times latly. i know i have been in a funk pretty much since megan left, but i dont want to give her all the credit. in the past two weeks my parents will of had 3 surgeries, my mom 2 and my dad 1, im sure that doesnt do anything to help my mood.. ( Read more... )

new owen record is good, life has been kind of stagnant, blah blah blah.

all the mutual friends kyle eric and me have made through the years like them more than me. i can prove it pretty easily, at least with kyle. im not saying this is a bad thing cause im pretty sure i like them better than i like myself, but i wish someone liked me more.

sometimes im sure i hurt my friends feelings and i dont intend to, its usually because im trying to help them in a way im used to but they may not be. also sometimes i miss how things were. im not sure what time period im referring to, just a little bit of everything in the past i guess.

so i got back from mini tour tonight, the shows were alright, they all had pretty good turn outs, the orlando show was coffin dancers first show in over a year and the first show with me, it was pretty good kind of sloppy and too loud but alright none the less. than gainsville started off good until the amp i was playing through stopped working, ( Read more... )

im sick and tired of peoples bullshit, not that there is much, but like why cant people just say shit the way it is? just be blunt. if your telling me you cant do something because of one reason that is made up, why not just be honest and tell me the real reason ( Read more... )

its always a good feeling when a few of the people that you thought were closest to you forget your birthday.