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hmmmm..life is totally shitty right now. nothing is going right again! just when you think its about to get better it just gets worse. not only that but how do u have a relationship that you have to keep hidden? its rediculous. i want something thats open and close! not quiet where your supposed to seem single but not actually be single. ugg its ( Read more... )

ok guys i dont know whats going on but im like sick. seriously. i cant eat nething. everytime i do i end up getting really sick and either throwing it up or i gag it back up. i dont know maybe i worry too much over that special person. hmmm but i truely think i shouldnt have said nething about us going back out. maybe i had no place in it. i dont ( Read more... )

what do u do when your in love with someon your mind wont let you have? does that sound crazy? cause i have so many feelings for him that i just wanna let loose and show all....but something is holding me back. i just cant figure out what. neone got any ideas? casue im completly dead out of them. even my best freind said "go for it!' but i cant. ( Read more... )

ok people this is the final update on my school situition. lol. i get to go to fpc! yay. lol it may not seem like a big deal to you guys but it is to me considering all of yuo are there. and i serioulsy wasnt looking forward to going to spruce creek. so um yeah. so summers almost over and ive been draggin my feet about this whole job thing. kinda ( Read more... )

4th of july sucked! jessie i hate you! wtf. uggg oh and whoever left the nice fucking MESSAGE on my phone about me leaving my shit at the fishermens net, why dont you just fucking grow some balls and step up if you wanna kick my ass cause i promise itll be a good fight! your fucking dumb! fishermens net was closed and next time you want me to go ( Read more... )

ok people im back in fl and ive been staying with my best friend. yet im still bored as shit. i went to the beach today ans my face is burned and my mom wants to go looking at houses? haha. i dont think so. newyas yeah. chilled with eric boucher a few days ago. hes a sweetie. lol. o and patrick ross and cris toth and mike toth and yeah other people ( Read more... )

yep i actually worked today people. it sucked. i am so never owning a farm. i had to clean the horse pen it was so icky. blech. o and i had to plant trees, and i had to feed the cats, o and i almost craped myself today cause the other cat thats pregnant almost gave birth and i didnt know how to do that and no one else was home so thank god she ( Read more... )

Im Coming Back...YAYAYAYAYA<~~~~~~~~CLICK IT!

ok i havent updated in a while so yeah. well shits been going on. i moved to nebraska but im coming back cause my mom andn her bf wantnto work things out. wtf? kinda crazy huh? then i had to get rid of my dog cause pits are illegal here hat makes me so sad. that was MY baby girl. id die for that dog. newasya i might be getting a kitten so i mean it ( Read more... )