so yes.. ive been thinking.
and like i totally believe in karma and its a bitch sometimes.
but in the end it pays you back.
[: ohh soo yeah.
live and learn.
then get
laid. <333

new livejournal..
iamurbadhabit
add me.

theres nothing i would like more then to die.
now.

so the one person i loved
the one person i thought would be there forever.

is gone.

i can sit all day
and sing songs
the ones where i remember the words.

so they say nothing.
for i am not mumbling.

if anyone understood me..
there would no point to my existence.
period.

why is everyone always mad at me?
i dont get it.

i just want to die.

see the thing is..
im not allowed to say love..
to love..
or to even be loved..

sometimes i wish..
i could be just like
you.

so today ( Read more... )

so..
i should feel loved?
because a lot of people love me..
like my family .. NOT.
like my friends .. sometimes.
like my boyfriend .. thats a definant no.
i feel so obligated to be perfect for everyone and everything.
i feel like im going to be late to work.
but thats okay i dont really wanna go anyways.
im out.
♥
patricia