My sister is home from Colorado for good.. or for now at least. Thank god.. This makes so many people so very happy.. especially my family. That's a hard thing to do in times like these ( Read more... )

I have not cried yet. Just a short superficial sprinkle or a small leak but no tears no real tears and no release of sorrow or pain or horror .. of disbelief or confusion. No tears, I have no tears yet ( Read more... )

Love hurts. Love scars.

This is the stuff horror shows are made of.. yet now it feels as if it wasn't much of a big deal at all.
Black eye, black hole soul...

"Love shouldn't hurt"  - oh, but it does

I don't have enough time to justify me paying money to play an MMORPG .. I used to really love Anarchy Online and some of the others.. but yeah not enough time to spend money ( Read more... )

I hate it when you are talking to someone about hanging out... and they are like... "Yah I don't care what we do... You can make a plan and I'll just go along for the ride. We can do whatever you want to do." They act like it's such a wonderful fucking treat that they're telling you that ( Read more... )

Didn't get over to see the boy till after five p.m. today... ..which was a little discouraging ( Read more... )

Family Christmas get together today ended in disaster ( Read more... )

I'm so close to the sun now I've got it in my hands - it's rays laced between my fingers I've developed a tight grip - squeezing and holding on for dear life as i sway and my legs swing beneath me ( Read more... )

i don't write because i don't have a thing to say ( Read more... )

I'm alive ( Read more... )