It's been a year. A rough year at that. In a few days, it will be the one year anniversary of the the death of my maternal grandmother. A little less than a month ago marked the one year anniversary of the passing of my paternal grandmother. And only months ago, my uncle passed away. Needless to say, Thanksgiving was tough. But that really isn't ( Read more... )

I know it has been a while. The last I wrote I was complaining about grandma much of the time. Since then, she has moved back to her own house, so it isn't as much of a headache. However, her condition is constantly worsening. Her memory is fading faster than the snap of a finger. It is a sad thing to watch happening. She continues to have ( Read more... )

Today I took her to the doctors. Not too bad. It was just pouring the whole way there...like I couldn't see 10 feet in front of the car, pouring. Took her with me to feed her dogs, just so she can see her babies. Went home and she went to sleep. Easy day but a long day none the less.

It's just really trying sometimes.

I want her out. I want her out NOW. I cannot stand her. Her constant complaining. Her constant nagging. Her constant need to be helped, though I know she can do it herself...she didn't know I was watching when she got herself up from the couch the other day. She is constantly getting me in trouble with my parents, saying that I don't feed her and ( Read more... )

Grandma moved in...shoot me. She is so nosy. She asks me what I'm doing all the time. Nothing grandma, I'm watching TV with you because I can't go anywhere; I'm your "babysitter". And she tries to tell me when to feed my cat and that I'm being mean by not feeding my cat when she begs for food. I'm sorry, but my cat begs for food 24/7. If I gave in ( Read more... )

Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows ( Read more... )

I finally got a job. It's incredibly part-time, but I'm okay with that. I'll be working at a farmers market, helping a farmer with his stand. Today was my first day. It went well. We sold a lot more than I had thought we would, with it being overcast all day. Getting paid cash is the added bonus... no stupid taxes. I kinda <3 having random jobs ( Read more... )

Music is my life. I believe music can express so many thoughts and feelings, some of which that cannot be described in words. Music is so very expressive. The poetry of lyrical music is sometimes the only way to explain how one feels.

This is how I feel....
"Be a good girl ( Read more... )

Isn't it strange how one series of unfortunate events leads to another ( Read more... )

At this point I've lost tons of sleep over him. I was actually worried that something was wrong with him and he didn't want to talk about it. ...in a way, I was right. He thinks that I cheated on him, but refuses to talk to me, so he will never know that I did NOT cheat on him. Just because I hang out with a guy friend I haven't seen in years, ( Read more... )