well today everyone is going to boston so i hope u all have fun and stay safe i will miss you all very much but i think i will do fine here by myself got cloths in the washer right know and i hope they don't take a long time hopeful i can get them done and over with. well i haven't talk to chris in awhile but i don't think i am going to today and ( Read more... )

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well today was great I said goodbye to my love and I told him i am glad we are friends i still love him very much but i love you all very much

WELL I JUST GOT BACK AND READ SOME SHIT THAT PEOPLE ARE WRITING ABOUT A FRIEND OF MINE THAT I HOLD DEAR. THESE FUCKING PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO SHUT UP BECAUSE THEY ARE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT I LOVE YOU JOSH YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND I AM HAPPY WE GOT TO HANG OUT TODAY WE HAD SO MUCH FUN YOU KNOW. WE NEED TO DO THAT MORE OFTEN. WELL ( Read more... )

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SO EMPTY INSIDE I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE I REALLY CAN'T I WANT TO BE IN THE GROUND RIGHT KNOW THE ITS PLAYING IN MY HEAD HOW IT ALL IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND IT DOESN'T SCARE ME. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO FLY UP TO THE SKY AND TOUCH THE CLOUNDS. I REMEBER WHEN I WAS HAPPY AND I MEAN REALLY HAPPY IT WASN'T NO FAKE SMILE IT WAS REAL BUT THAT IS GONE KNOW. ( Read more... )

ANOTHER DAY SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING THIS WORLD MEANS NOTHING TO ME I HATE BEING ON THIS EARTH. I USE TO BE SCARED OF DIEING BUT I AM NOT ANYMORE. ITS LIKE DEATH ISN'T COMING FAST ENOUGH NOT THAT ANYONE WOULD CARE ABOUT ME ANYWAY. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT NO ONE LOVES ME I THINK THEY DO BUT THEY DON'T WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO LOVE A FUCK UP ( Read more... )

WELL I WANT OUTSIDE FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY JUST CAME IN CAUSE I AM STARTING TO GET SAD I LOOK AT ALL THESE COUPLES AND I CAN'T STAND IT BECAUSE SOMETHING I USE TO HAVE I DON'T HAVE ANYMORE AND IT BUGS ME REALLY BAD AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT. I DON'T WANT TO BE SINGEL I WANT MY BOYFRIEND BACK SO ITS BACK INTO MY ROOM WITH THE SHADES ( Read more... )

WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY I WOKE UP LOOKED AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND I SAID TO MYSELF TODAY YOU ARE GOING TO GET DRESSED AND YOU ARE GOING TO GO OUTSIDE AND EAT SOMETHING TODAY AND I DID BUT KNOW I WANT TO THROW UP I STILL MISS CHRIS I THINK ABOUT HIM EVERYDAY AND NIGHT ITS LIKE HE IS ALWAYS THERE BUT IN REALITY HE ISN'T. I USE TO BE OK WITH HIM ( Read more... )