hey everyone
WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY I WOKE UP LOOKED AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND I SAID TO MYSELF TODAY YOU ARE GOING TO GET DRESSED AND YOU ARE GOING TO GO OUTSIDE AND EAT SOMETHING TODAY AND I DID BUT KNOW I WANT TO THROW UP I STILL MISS CHRIS I THINK ABOUT HIM EVERYDAY AND NIGHT ITS LIKE HE IS ALWAYS THERE BUT IN REALITY HE ISN'T. I USE TO BE OK WITH HIM BEING GONE BECAUSE HE WAS STILL MY BOYFRIEND AND KNOW HE ISN'T SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT I AM DOING ALOT BETTER TODAY I PUT SOME NICE PANTS AND A SHIRT ON AND DID MY HAIR I STILL THINK I AM UGLY I THINK I WILL NEVER THINK I AM PRETTY AGAIN BECAUSE I HAVE NOONE TO LOOK GOOD FOR AND MAYBE IN TIME I CAN HAVE WHAT I HAD BACK AGAIN BUT I HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE I LOVE EVERYONE I WANT TO SLEEP IN THE DARK I LIKE THE DARK THATS WHERE I SPENT ALL MY TIME THIS WEEK AND I LIKE IT I DON'T LIKE THE SUN IT HURTS MY EYES SAVE ME FROM THE DARK SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I HAVE BECOME