Jul 25, 2004 12:11
WELL I WANT OUTSIDE FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY JUST CAME IN CAUSE I AM STARTING TO GET SAD I LOOK AT ALL THESE COUPLES AND I CAN'T STAND IT BECAUSE SOMETHING I USE TO HAVE I DON'T HAVE ANYMORE AND IT BUGS ME REALLY BAD AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT. I DON'T WANT TO BE SINGEL I WANT MY BOYFRIEND BACK SO ITS BACK INTO MY ROOM WITH THE SHADES PULLED DOWN LOW AND THE SAD MUSIC GOING THROUGH MY EARS AND THE TEARS COMING DOWN FROM MY EYES AND THIS IS WHAT I LIKE TO DO KNOW A DAYS NOTHING MUCH JUST SITTING IN MY ROOM I AM GOING TO WRITE A POEM THAT I WROTE ALONG TIME AGO AND IT SEEMS TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER SO HERE IT IS ITS CALLED SORROWS UNDERNEATH
I THINK OF ALL MY PROBLEMS I THINK OF ALL MY PAIN I THINK OF ALL MY SORROWS UNTIL I GO INSANE. I THINK OF ALL THE SMILES I'VE WORN WHICK HIDE SORROWS UNDERNEATH. NO ONE SEEMS TO NOTICE, THAT I GO THROUGH SO MUCH GRIEF. MY TEARS SEEM TO KEEP FLOWING,INSIDE MY TRIED EYES. EACH TIME I WANT TO TELL SOMEONE, MY WORDS COME OUT AS LIES. THESE DAYS I'M FEELING DISTANT, FAR AWAY AND WEAK. MY SADNESS PULLS ME FURTHER,FROM THE HAPPINESS I SEEK. I'VE JUST BEGUN TO REALIZE THAT MY HOPES AND DREAMS ARE GONE, I'M WALKING DOWN A DEAD-END ROAD HUMMING A TUNELESS SONG. I KNOW I SHOULD FIND A WAY, TO BEAT THROUGH MY DEPRESSION, WILL I BE ABLE TO SOMEDAY?
HERE IS ANOTHER POEM I WORTE AND I THINK EVERYONE CAN AGREE ON THIS ONE.
REMEMBER
I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND NOTHING IN THE WORLD ELSE MATTERED. YOU DIDN'T HAVE OT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WELL YOU WOULD WONDER WHAT YOU WERE HAVING TO EAT. BUT YOU NEVER HAS TO WORRY ABOUT YOUR HEART BEING BROKEN. YOU ONLY CRIED WHEN YOU FELL, OR WHEN YOU COULDN'T GO SOMEWHERE WITH YOUR PARENTS. YOU CRY BECAUSE YOUR HERAR IS BROKEN. WHEN YOU FALL NO ONE IS THERE TO PICK YOU UP. I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND NOTHING IN THIS WORLD MATTERED.
SO DON'T TRY TO GROW UP SO FAST ITS NOT WORTH IT BE A KID AS LONG AS YOU WANT.