- wake up early at a consistent time ( Read more... )

I ripped up all the carpet in my dining room to uncover the beautiful hardwood that was hidden beneath it. I was all alone in the house working listening to Coast To Coast really loud on my boom box Ive had since I was 10. When I was pulling up the screen that streches across the floor vent, I found a .36 bullet shell and a .22 live round. Its shit ( Read more... )

Two Amazing shows are being played back to back ( Read more... )

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Is anyone going to ft collins and back to denver this weekend? i really just need a ride back.
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eleanor/jdew

ITs hard to figure out what i need to write. It seems like such a long time ago that I need to vent all my feelings through here. I am at that place in my life that I knew deep down would exist when I got out of highschool. I can actually see a future for my self that isn't a miserably suburban wreck. I live in the closet of one of my best friends ( Read more... )

I am looking for houses to move into. There is this approaching immense explosion of responsibility and independence that is really making me feel like some part of my existence is breaking off. I was thinking about a house warming party and inviting highschool friends and friends from my adolescence and how wierd we will feel as I start a life and ( Read more... )

My feet have been hurting from pacing back and forth through these last two months. I have had some of the most intense moments just recently and my heart can't stop bothering my brain about what has happened. I never just get meaningless silly crushes on people. they always have to be full of tons of emotions that hit too fucking fast to ( Read more... )

I have uncontrollably been thinking nonstop about a zombie apocalypse. It has ceased to be an enjoyable economic collapse with friends shooting slow zombies, but has evolved into a horrific end to this fucked up world when our selfdestructive nature catches up with us and violently brings our existence to an end. I reply an image of my self ( Read more... )

Last weekend seemed to mark the beginning of denver summer and my residence and existence in city ( Read more... )

Yesterday was mothers day and my two brothers called home. I fucking cry every time I really think about how amazing they are because I know I that no one ever, any where could ever fucking compare to how amazing they are. I dont want to think for a moment what I would be like if I grew up with out either of them. Vernon helped me realize what I ( Read more... )