May 09, 2005 08:38
Yesterday was mothers day and my two brothers called home. I fucking cry every time I really think about how amazing they are because I know I that no one ever, any where could ever fucking compare to how amazing they are. I dont want to think for a moment what I would be like if I grew up with out either of them. Vernon helped me realize what I need to do and what I am really thinking. It is the greatest feeling when you finallyrealize what you need to do. These past months finally make sense, my confusion is finally clearing up.