So I know you are all pumped that I'm updating this thing, right? Right.

But watch out. It's going to be simple and unemotional because my emotions are too..private right now. So here 'goes.

1. I'm leaving for Kansas tomorrow. Edit:: AND BRITTANY IS COMING WITH ME CUZ SHE IS MY BESTIE2. After Kansas I am going to Europe to see my Billy and my ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty...annoyed. Or something. I don't know I just feel let down ( Read more... )

I really don't like myself right now.

Edit:: So here's why. Heh. I should share, right ( Read more... )

I'm frustrated. That can be written down officially but my agent will answer all other questions. Thank you for your time ( Read more... )

My plane was delayed it's raining in New York and.....
.....it's really good to see John again.

( I did it cuz Brittany did <3 )

Uh...John asked me to come visit him in New York.
So I'm going...? *nods a little*

OK. I'll be home next week.

So I'm in a really good mood. I really like talking to him. I adore the beginning of a relationship (hi I HOPE it's just the beginning) where we get to just sit and talk and cuddle. *smiles* Actually I like that at any point in any relationship ( Read more... )

I'm antsy. I'm on edge. I have had a perma-headache for the past few days, and

I'm lonely

This isn't some sort of singles add so please don't comment here offering your body or your heart. I'm not in the mood.

I just really want someone who cares. Someone who I click with *wrinkles her nose* I hate that I felt some sort of dumb connection with ( Read more... )

So I recently spent a few nights with Chad on tour, and I really had a good time. It really made me forget about a lot of the stuff that has been going on with work, which has been such a whirlwind for me lately. Not that his touring wasn't a whirlwind, just that I got to take a step back and watch him work, instead of the responsibility being on ( Read more... )

The more I hang out with Chad, the more comfortable I feel. He's really smart and there's some sort of connection there and I really appreciate it. It's growing everyday and I'm just enjoying it.

I don't really have much else to say, this down time has been such a blessing. I'm going to crawl into bed now and try to sleep as long as possible.