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So I've been away from here for a bit and I want to say thank you to all my friends who stuck it out and didn't delete me. I thought about posting time to time but didn't feel like I had anything positive to say and I'll be the first one to admit no one wants to read depressing journal entry after depressing journal entry. Anyhow I've been in a lot ( Read more... ) -
I think I use the word coping too much here...
I had a change of plans this morning so I found time for a (hopefully long) Livejournal entry. My mom and I were supposed to have breakfast together but she is having satellite TV installed at her house and they arrived earlier than expected. The plan now is to go out for Indian food (which is actually a near weekly ritual of ours.) I was relieved ( Read more... ) -
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I'm trying not to feel disappointed and down. The friend I met (the one I called my guardian angel) didn't turn out to be what I thought. I think the worst part is they literally just disappeared. I didn't do anything or say anything to instigate it. We talked a lot about social anxiety and psychological issues. I thought I had someone who finally ( Read more... ) -
Friendship...
I'm so tired of putting my heart and soul into friendships and relationships only to be disappointed when everyone just drifts away. I hate complaining but this just seems to be the trend of my life. I remember when I was younger I watched One Tree Hill, which honestly didn't leave much of a lasting impression on me other than this...A character ( Read more... ) -
I'm obviously that nobody...
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Decided to do an entry while waiting for Battlefield 3 to finish updating... I was just reading my old livejournal and smiling. My last entry was 2005. Its amazing how sappy and silly I was then but also how wise I was. I feel like instead of growing more mature and responsible I've almost become less. I sounded so happy in a lot of the entries... ( Read more... ) -
Snow and blessings
Quiet night at home. I'm "helping" my husband play Knights in the Nightmare, which isn't easy on the PSP screen. I beat this game a couple years ago and loved it. He recently played Fire Emblem on the 3DS so I was trying to recommend good handheld RPG's. Of course KITN has a steeper learning curve because it's part bullet hell/part RPG. I think a ( Read more... ) -
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I feel restless and sad tonight. I don't know why. It actually wasn't a terrible day at work and nothing bad happened at home either. I feel guilty writing depressing whiney posts so I'm going to try not to dwell on how I feel too much. Just can't enjoy myself today...Jarek and I tried playing the new Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate on our Wii U and 3DS ( Read more... ) -
Vacation is ending...
So today is my last day of vacation. I'm feeling down, but not as much as I was thanks to a nice chat with a new friend last night. After going to Indianapolis to have Indian food for lunch I'm spending the rest of the day curled up at home. Hopefully going to dive into Alice In The Country Of Clover: Cheshire Cat Waltz 3 and maybe play more Shadow ( Read more... ) -
Sunday and Shadow of Destiny
I'm spending a lazy Sunday with my mom today. Normally when we spend time together it's at her house, but today we are at mine. This is my next to last day of vacation (which basically just meant time off work. I didn't go anywhere) and I'm feeling down. I might continue playing Shadow of Destiny in a moment ( Read more... )