Ian hacked into my livejournal, and the new one, and put it all over facebook. Not sure what i am going to do about a new journal now, but I will let you know.

new livejournal second_start

a whole lot of stuff has happened.

I just have not been inspired to update. All my posts just tend to be a list of things I have done which is really boring. I am seriously thinking about a new journal to start again in but I have major issues about letting things go. I love reading through my old journal and often refer to it for dates and things. But there are things that I ( Read more... )

just a caution! They were ridiculously nice to me and I gave an oscar winning performance about how I have never touched drugs and never will again after this. I don't feel christmassy at all though.

Thank you everyone for your nice messages though x

I have to be at the station at 3pm. I am so scared and I feel sick. My barrister friend has made me worry more, but I guess it is his job to think of the worst happening. I have been unable to sleep or eat or enjoy the slacking off at work and eating chocolate till you feel sick. I have either slept or played warcraft or get totally engrossed ( Read more... )

I AM STILL DRUNK SO FEEL IT IS APPROPRIATE TO TALK IN CAPITALS ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me, I acted like the biggest dick in front of Ian's dad and went mental and smashed a lamp, now we have split up. I have toothache. I feel desperate, but then in the back of my mind I keep thinking about all the things this might kick start me to do: loose weight, learn to drive, save money, buy a house.

I didn't really tell anyone about Saturday, i'm not sure why I think that I didn't want to get all wound up about it and stressed, but I had a hysteroscopy and the coil fitted to sort out my fucking epic periods. It was done under a general at the bupa hospital so at least I didn't have to sit there in stirrups feeling like a dick ( Read more... )

Some people spend their whole lives preparing the answer to this question: What albums are on your personal all-time Top 10 list? OK, this is huge for me, I know music is important for everyone, but it has played such a huge part in my life and has made me into the person I am. This is going to be tough. Again a lot has been influenced by my ( Read more... )

Ian has bought some girl i vaguely know home from the pub, this has made me really angry and jealous.