you know you've hit thirty when you're too paranoid to google your deepest desires on the internet, so you sit in a chair and google your name instead. you know you're thirty when you realize everything you wanted to do at twenty, you never got around to. you know your thirty when your music collection is older then your kid. man, i gotta get ( Read more... )

forgot you were there, i did. dad, do you think al would date me? he's pretty funny and i bet he's tolerent, not to mention compentent. i probaly scared him, tho. i've taken to smoking pot again. it's been awhile, but i'm tired of drinking. well, until tomorrow nite. i better lay off the sauce a little if i expect to have a liver worth a ( Read more... )

blah, blah, blah how i love my web. the basement flooded because it's raining like hell out here. just what i wanted to come home to. not that anyone would enjoy that but.... at least it kept my mind off how much i hate my realtionship right now and confirmed that i hate this house a would love nothing more then to leave it. i can't though. ( Read more... )

so much for attempting to be in a good mood. the glint in his eye wasn't for me. i guess, sadly enough it's at that point. but my best friend? well, at least she was honest to me and at least she didn't allow herself to be placed in that position of no turning back. at least that is something, i still have a friend. well, fuck. i don't think ( Read more... )

ok, i'm tired of only writing bad stuff down. i'm not always upset, i am happy occasionally. i'm happy i don't have to work tomorrow. i'm happy because Shuey's got that glint in his eye which means he's feeling a little randy, and when he approches me, usually that means it'll be good for me. i love good sex. {sigh} i got everything done today ( Read more... )

all that time and effort for nill.... painting, good painting, waiting, phone tag, failed e-mail, finally!! got it to 'em and she "don't like the purple, too much purple" who doesn't like purple? this bitch is one snotty fuck for wasting everyone's time. there goes $300 we coulda used. there wasn't even that much purple in it, only a small ( Read more... )

well, it's a good thing we're at war. war generates, even if it's temporary, money. lots and lots of money. we're gonna need that money to pay for all the babies women keep having by men who've already had several by several women. make sense, yeah, me neither. war also generates, death. imagine that! so thank you, g.w.bush for killed off ( Read more... )

YOU STUPID BITCHES, I CAN'T BELIEVE ( Read more... )

i would just like to says, "Thanks."

Thanks to the yanks for pulling this off

Thanks to the banks for making money

Thanks to our government with it's population control

Thanks to my mom for deciding to swallow another night

Thanks to my dad for not minding

Thanks to global warming, the winters here could be brutal

Thanks to welfare, public schools ( Read more... )