I know I have had this conversation with mallory before. This is the final straw a line in the sand. Who the FUCK gives you authority to set an party up at my house! With out my concent. I reingh king under my domain. To be certian my wife's opinion is greatly taken into consideration. But who carries out judgement. Who is designate to stand ( Read more... )

I found this image on google search.

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God give me strength to continue this week, for I know I am weak. My entire family is in opposition to me moving to Las Vegas. Can I look anywhere for support. No! GOD DAMMIT NO! EVEN MY SISTER THE PERSON WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND THE MOST! IS fucking selfish traitor! I shall NOT have children at such a young age! End of story I refuse and rebuke your ( Read more... )

I love to swear, curse,"have a potty mouth". It not only helps me express myself in time of lack off speech. Not to say that my vocabulary is diminished by using such vulgarity. If I chose to swear it is a way of expressing myself in a very informal form that many understand. I may be strange in this manor but shit it feels so fucking good to say

Phobos and Deimos pulled the fiery chariot into the stadium as their master Ares held the reigns. The two steeds bask in flames as if born into the fire. To gaze upon them is to know true fear and panic.

So I got my call yesterday I go down this weekend to pick a date that I leave for basic on everyone asks me if I am excited not realy. Its not happy that I am leaving I just don't get excited often,its just me. Either way I am happy I get to stay for my family's gift exchange. nothing realy to update about but I thought peop

RAWR so far I see everyone's trees up at my friend's houses and they keep playing Christmas music I HATE IT but odly enough I like it ? no sense I know but ehy what are you gonna do its bing crosby his voice is soothing. But back on topic my family doesn't even have a tree up I D K if we are even gonna bother with one which is kinda sad. My family ( Read more... )

if you haven't heard them check them out espechialy if your a Blink 182 fan this but I relay like theses lyrics so described how I felt right now so

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Things that matter to me in order My fiancée I love her and care about her more than anything. Even my own well being and mental health... Ok so maybe the mental health wasn't there to begin with. She is my best friend, my lover, she is my strength to wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night. My friends who are my family I would do anything ( Read more... )

its 530 and for the 3rd day in a row I can't sleep its horrendous how I feel now that she isn't here I want to sleep but I know if I sleep I won't have anything to wake up to. Nothing to look forward to in my days thoughts and feelings of despair and regret flow like rivers thorough my body at this instant I wish I would have went with her family I ( Read more... )