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its 530 and for the 3rd day in a row I can't sleep its horrendous how I feel now that she isn't here I want to sleep but I know if I sleep I won't have anything to wake up to. Nothing to look forward to in my days thoughts and feelings of despair and regret flow like rivers thorough my body at this instant I wish I would have went with her family I wish I would have gave her one more kiss good bye I wish I could spend one more minuet with her I want to be with her so bad the words are unattainable to my tung to even try to pronounce them. And now after three days of missing my lovely at 532 am a single tear glides down the side of my face its life only to be cut short by a brushing away by my hand. Is this what I am destined to be just another, who's light burnt out too quick, longing for one more moment. NO! *I will not go softly into that good night,**(dlyan tomas)I must continue on sitting and biding my time for when I leave things shall be different. I will not have time to dwell upon such thoughts of failure I will have already succeeded in my goals. I need to get out of here. I hope they call for me soon.