i really honestly dont know who i am.

well hello ( Read more... )

it's crazy how much everything feels so hectic all the time. even when i have some sort of down time, my mind is racing. i have so much things to do, so many places to be and so much work to always get done. i try to manage my time as best as i can, but it's hard to stay motivated all the time. i want to be better at what i do. i really need to ( Read more... )

i moved back to mission hill in boston.
i dont want to feel like im falling apart anymore. this will help.

still unpacking, its taking me forever.

school again. im commuting.

summer thus far ( Read more... )

my mind has been on overdrive the last few weeks and i cant stop it because i cant get answers. i moved back home and now i feel like im going backwards. i know that commuting to school is the worst thing i can do when i want to put as much effort as possible into my photography. last semester was a bitch (seeinand this one coming up is going to be ( Read more... )

lately:
darkroom.
late nights.
a boy.
beer.
hand-holding and all that cute stuff.
workworkwork.
more late nights.

things are looking up.

i feel like now that high school has been over for a few years "lifelong friendships" and bffs are just something we all just made up to assure ourselves that we werent alone. but everyone is starting to transition into that "adult" life now and friendships are transitioning with them. i dont know anything about the future anymore. but im hoping ( Read more... )

this summer will be my last summer before ill be an "adult" i suppose.

i feel like this is the end and beginning of something. hopefully more beginnings, because i feel like ive been missing out lately.

i really want to go get another tattoo. i should figure out if i can afford that at some point soon.